sleeping the winter through, waiting for days of warmth.

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 08:45:21 GMT

and with your life newly polished you were shoved into the cold night
and you walked the shadows and the streets of lesser men
and you saw the reasons that people didn't believe
and you found the corners that most had forgotten

things seem different to you now
now that you've seen their faces
now that you've seen how dark the skies get in the winter
now that you've seen the fires that consume

you thought you knew how to walk
it's harder to balance now without an arm or a crutch...

best wishes on finding your legs

don't panic.

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 06:06:14 GMT

"Bones, sinking likestones,
All that we fought for,
Homes, places we've grown,
All of us are done for...

And we live in a beautiful world,
Yeah we do, yeah we do."

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 03:03:53 GMT

the low temperatures of this summer have been nearly perfect. i wish it were always 60 or 65 with a breeze. my schedule has been strange lately. it will change soon enough. things are always changing.

i left the horizon, curled up and frozen still...

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 19:04:49 GMT

the wind is blowing again. i like it when the wind blows. everything feels dead without wind. i have off tomorrow. i will enjoy that. i'd like to think so, anyway. i have to get away from this stupid box. i'm leaving now.

ps. i want to go on tour...

sounds...

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 18:17:40 GMT

there is no a/c here. i freaking take that for granted. i should go take a shower so that i feel like a respectable person. i miss driving my auto. i hope i can get home soon. i can't wait til my little VW is all healthy again...

Quiet

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 23:10:28 GMT

I have been away from home for over a week now. It is strange not seeing all the places I typically see. It's very nice not to go to work, though. It is gray and calm outside right now. It's pretty to see the green trees swaying lightly against the bland sky...

it's like that

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 18:54:43 GMT

It's strange to think about how someone can simply stop existing on this earth. But, I suppose it happens almost constantly. How sad that different people are going through the feelings of loss almost all the time. Life goes by so quickly...

Goodnight, I hope you are well.

early morning

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 10:26:06 GMT

i took some pictures with my digital camera this morning. i wish my camera would stop freezing up. i like the early morning and early evening. the sky always looks so pretty. i HATE insects, especially mosquitos. sick.

goodnight. i'll see you soon...

Thu, 06 May 2004 07:25:16 GMT

work tonight was, well...work. and it's over. i kind of have the day off tomorrow, i'm working for like 2 hours in the morning but then i have the rest of the day kind of free. free days sometimes seem more busy than the ones that i work...strange. well, i should be off, i have to wake up at about 9 and the time is ticking away. farewell.

"count it a blessing that you're such a failure, your second chance may never have come"

window

Sat, 01 May 2004 23:34:46 GMT

it's quite cloudy out today, and somewhat cold. i want it to be blue sky and warm (not too warm). who knows, i'd probably find something to complain about even if things were the way i wanted...

i have nothing to say i guess.

...

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 06:20:59 GMT

i guess you just keep on walking. i'm not sure where exactly, but i suppose i'll get there someday. sometimes it hurts to keep on walking. i don't really feel like plodding ahead...but i will.

wind down.

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 07:18:32 GMT

i think i will blow the lid off of this thing. i am sick of being crushed, it is my turn to destroy. and i do not want to take this lying down. i will look it in the eyes and spit in its' face...

heavy eyes.

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 11:15:25 GMT

so late nights are where i feel at home. i am a night owl. i love late night conversations. and late night inspiration. and late night games of online checkers. goodtimes. i must rest now...

night time.

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 10:25:53 GMT

it is late, i am getting tired. i should sleep so that i can be productive tomorrow. i'm so sick of wasting days away...